I feel so tired

My wings could not lift up.

 

I feel sorrows, which seldom touch my heart.

 

Because of the courses which are getting harder and harder? Possible.

 

Far beyond that. Study is important, yet life is beyond study.

 

My Savior, I am so tired. How could I be so tired?

 

There seems to be a wall, seperating the known and unknown. "The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it."

 

I could have been destructed from within, except that you hold me and comfort me with silent touch.

 

Lord, please help. "No one has ever seen God, but God the one and only, who is at the father’s side, has made him known." Please make youself known. Please make yourself known.

我的中国心

有很长一段时间，我以为，自己更像是个世界人。

 

外面好的东西看多了，有时候以为自己爱上了外面。以为自己可以挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

 

但是在春节这日子，我不由地把电视一直放在央视。当我看到收破烂的阿姨拍摄千里寻母记，讲那些在外务工的农民留在家里的孩子；听到温总理说，“我为农民工讨过工资，但这种事情，我想还是要有个制度”，呼吁大众尊重医务工作者，让医护人员注意自己的的身体（我想到我的爸爸妈妈）；看到卖花的小丑，听他说20岁时怀揣一百块钱来北京寻找梦想；我的心久久不能平静，泪水湿润了我的眼睛。

 

我越来越清楚，我是怎样的爱我所生所长的这个国家。

 

上帝啊！请你怜悯我。请你怜悯我。请你怜悯中国。怜悯中国的人民。你的慈心，让你派约拿去尼尼微，给人悔改的机会。求你施恩给我们。打动我们的心。

Happy Valentine’s Day!!!

This day is not only for the couples, but for all those that we care!!

 

Happy Valentine’s Day!!

 

Some of my friends complained they felt bad as nobody approach them and invite them to hang out together. Yet I think being alone today is much much better than being with the wrong person!

 

I receive incredible peace from our Lord Jesus. And I feel assured. Thank you, Jesus! I will call on your name in all the things in my life =)

 

Now, I would like to have a little discussion about what kind of boy is nice in my eyes:

 

Sincere with life, with people around him, and with himself.

Caring.

Live with wisdom.

Easy going, yet never give in when the issue is related with basic principles.

Capable, in the sense that he can keep balance between work and life.

Do not love the world, never be the slave of money or reputation.

Clearly, skillfully form and articulate his opinions, when it is necessary for him to give advice.

Responsible.

Obedient to his parents.

Loyal.

Patient.

…

 

OK. Above are what come to my mind at this moment. In short, Love our Lord & Love others!

 

There are many nice boys who do not know Jesus currently. I pray for them, as our Lord has already known them in person. Only Jesus can touch their hearts. I pray for these brothers, and in this way, I am also praying for my sisters, who have known, or not yet known our Lord. May you all become blessing to each other, and to those around you!

 

Dear Lord Jesus, I thank you. When I am far away from my parents, from my old friends, you take care of me. Actually you’ve been taking care of me all the way long. You teach me in person. You lead me so I do not go astray. You love me so that I can love you. You die for me so that I can be in you eternally.

 

I want to be with those I love eternally. Eternally. Only God is eternal, and only when we are with God can we enjoy fellowship in eternity. And eternity requires patience.

 

P.S. I really need to reflect on myself… What kind of person am I?